two weeks till graduation.

🎓 welp the end is almost here!!! but it is just the beginning for me to live in the purpose that God has for me! these have been the most stressful past weeks but I refuse to let it keep me down! I may not have all of the money that I need or my life planned out step by step but I am trying and that is what matters!! I’m more than grateful that God has kept me and I refuse to take my eyes off of him! he has my heart, and I know I’m safe with him!
this post is just to simply thank God for the many blessings!

😁 I still have joy!! through it all!!


Wonderful Wednesday

I’ve been a busy little body.  Just a moving to my own pace.  I need to speed it up! 

So since i didn’t receive the Teach For America position, I have been getting endless emails about other opportunities that are similar! I’ve learned that God has a plan for me, and I am ready to fully TRUST him with my entire life.  When you have been through so much, you realize that God is the only one that you need and WANT!  There is no mistake when he is involved and has the wheel.  Something that may seem as a setback, is only motivation for something better to come! 

So i haven’t been  stressing or crying. NOPE! Because I know my Life is in God’s hands and he is holding my hand every step of the way.  Also, I am learning patience and not to be so anxious!  I refuse to worry about the things that don’t seem as if they will be worked out.  This is because I TRUST HIM! I tell ya! I cannot say that enough.  The Lord is my strength!  I haven’t been feeling the absolute best lately because i feel as if I don’t have my life all planned out, but everything is working out and WILL work out for my good.  I have been faithful, and once again God will bring me Favor.  

Well, Here was a little something that has been on my mind!

Have a good day PEEPS 🙂



I believe that Deborah Brandt blog was phenomenal.  Her blog pointed out many things that may go unnoticed when creating a blog or even inviting people to view your blog.  I have several blogs and have been blogging for about three years, but I have never thought about how someone could get a hold of my blogs and read everything on them.  For example, I have 3 blogs two are personal and private and the other is open to the public.   Just the other day i decided to go to GOOGLE and search some of the things that I stated in my blog, and WAALAAH my blog popped right up.  And it is supposed to be marked as private.  With Brandt’s bringing to our attention of the “stories of the flight attendant, teacher, tech worker, political aide, among others, who were fired for blogging on private time in ways that put their employers in a bad light” and the story of the jury who simply mentioned her crush on the attorney of a case she was apart of.  I started to think this is pretty creepy.  This also has made me very cautious of the things that i choose to blog that can go viral on the internet.  I have decided that the things that I would like to express that may cause me harm can be written down in a journal.  Blogging is a hobby for many people because it is enjoyable and “down to earth” reading. I use my blogs to express myself.  I express myself through writing and to know that i am limited to use the source of blogging is a sad case.  When people say that blogging can be harmful, I believe that this is taking away our rights.  This topic is very upsetting to me because it is personal.  I blog everyday, sometimes two to three times a day.  I feel that blogging is better than speaking my mind to someone at time.  Blogging is my own source of therapy, but you’re telling me it’s harmful? No Way! You’re pretty much taking away my freedom of speech and punishing me for my opinion!


So my last post accidentally was removed because WordPress was on its period.

Well to sum up that post:

I did not get accepted into Teach For America, i did not take it as bad as i thought i would have.  I believe this is because i had such a phenomenal support system! I also posted some screenshots of the encouraging words i received.  I also realized that in order to really overcome some things you must address them!  This is exactly what i did, instead of being embarrassed about not getting the position, i told people that i did not get the position.  I stated that it was still the best interview that i ever attended!  These key things are striving through the minor setback, so that i may receive what God really has in store for me!

Although i did not receive that particular position, i have been receiving endless emails on other opportunities! So just like the champ i am, guess what i am doing?  Applying to some of those jobs as well!  It’s not over, God has a plan for my life.


As of right now, i have only 41 days till i walk across that stage!  i have some serious things to accomplish in that little amount of time! My life is about to change, and i want whatever the Lord has for me.  Not only do I state this because i have no idea of what my next step will be, but i trust God will everything i have.  I know he will not leave me behind!

Things To Do Up Until Graduation:

Get this Community Service

Apply to More Jobs (God will make a way, I have Faith!!)

Do exit Loan Survey

I got this no matter how stressful it may be!!! Thanks to God in advance!

Well that was my update on life! Talk to you soon! I promise to update more!

Spring Break 2014

Well hello there.
Finally a time that I have been waiting for a break from Durham, NCCU, and everything associated with that particular area!
My original plan:
Drive to Indianapolis from Durham
Come back
What I’m actually doing:
I came to baltimore to see my honeybun.
His parents booked me a flight so I wouldn’t have to drive.
That’s what great boyfriend parents do.
Real love: not only do I love him, but I love his family as well!! 😘😘😘
Welp, I’m out with his mom now.


I’ve always been a firm believer of spending my time wisely. I’m the type of woman who loves your time. Forget your gifts. Give me your time. Time is extremely precious, and if you’re willing to give that to me…then I know you mean business.

Now I know every person may have a hobby or something they love to do, but if you have a companion…balance. There needs to be a balance, a common place, something where the other person is not feeling as if they are forgotten.

Welp, many will say well “maybe you should find something you love to do?” True, but what if they LOVE talking to you…what if they just wanna have a decent conversation that will help to stimulate their mind.

Sometimes all a woman wants is your time! Stimulate her mind, instead of trying to get the behind!

So, what are you doing with your time? Are you giving your companion enough of your time? Or do they feel unappreciated or forgotten?

*remember if your companion isn’t getting what they need from you…they may go searching for what they need or it may find them!

Just a little late night thinking 😘


These past couple of days have been very hectic.  It is more than obvious that the devil is trying to steal my joy! I have been more than bubbly these past couple of weeks.  The Lord has been blessing me day in and day out!  He has opened several doors for me, there is no doubt about it that i am BLESSED & HIGHLY FAVORED!!! Although things may be trying to weigh me down, i am determined to come out a winner.   No life isn’t perfect, and it never will be BUT i will always do my part in making it the best that it can be! God has been to good to me, for me to just ponder on the negatives.  I will rejoice in the Lord with all of my heart, and put my faith in him!

I’ve learned to speak over myself. And the results have been phenomenal!!! Welp!! i was just checking in!


My week[end] was fire!! I loved every second of it, and it hurts my heart that it had come to an end. It’s amazing how a person can make you feel every emotion in the world.

after all that I have been through I’m just grateful that God sent me someone that I can connect with on ALL levels. it really is an blessing! I have a blessing within a blessing!!

there is nothing more that I could ask for in a person! my honey does it ALL! 😊

[UP]date on LIFE!

So, I’ve decided to take a journey on this thing called blogging.  Its a pretty dope concept if you ask me.  I already keep a journal, so WHY NOT? Who knows what I will ever write about, but hey it’s a start.

But hey: Here’s a little about Me…

I’m Kay Peeps..that’s what you will refer to me as.

I’m 21 years of age and i’m an English major who doesn’t know exactly what i am going to do with my life in 3 months.  I haven’t applied to grad school. NOPE. But, i’m no dummy, i have applied to this thing called TEACH FOR AMERICA!

Reason Being: I’m really passionate about giving back to children in low in come communities, and i would like to educate them and show them that I am proof that it is possible. I love the kids.  I have always surrounded myself with children from volunteering up to my paying jobs.  I mean i just love it. But, i can not see myself doing it for the rest of my life. ehh. i’m confused.

Anywho. I just want to be successful as Drake says, and i’m determine to do so.  I refuse to be another statistic or bum sitting around relying on the government.  Besides that’s not my style.

I’m still searching for my passion…

I pray that God shows me a sign soon. Oh yea, and my relationship with God is getting stronger everyday!

I know it seems as if im just babbling, but that what i do sometimes… until i get my thoughts together.


Until next time…