Pressure. It weighs so much.  So much that you can barely move.  It clogs your brain, and holds your heart hostage.  It’s a burden that no one wants to possess.  Ever.  Although it may seem to KILL you, it exist to make you stronger.  You will be able to call yourself a conqueror, a champ, a survivor.  The road to success is a long and lonely path.  There aren’t always people cheering you on, or patting you on the back and telling you that it will be ok. Why? People have issues of their own.  They have to look out for self…right? But what if i am putting in overtime to make sure that they are staying encouraged, and making sure that they don’t give up. Huh? Oh.  That’s my job.  No, it’s something that brings me joy, while encouraging others im also encouraging myself.

As of now, I need some encouragement.  I know the closer that you get to your blessing, more pressure will be applied.  I pray that i stay strong, “head high to the finish” see it through.  All things are possible with Jesus on my side, and I can’t fail with him walking along with me.



two weeks till graduation.

🎓 welp the end is almost here!!! but it is just the beginning for me to live in the purpose that God has for me! these have been the most stressful past weeks but I refuse to let it keep me down! I may not have all of the money that I need or my life planned out step by step but I am trying and that is what matters!! I’m more than grateful that God has kept me and I refuse to take my eyes off of him! he has my heart, and I know I’m safe with him!
this post is just to simply thank God for the many blessings!

😁 I still have joy!! through it all!!

Wonderful Wednesday

I’ve been a busy little body.  Just a moving to my own pace.  I need to speed it up! 

So since i didn’t receive the Teach For America position, I have been getting endless emails about other opportunities that are similar! I’ve learned that God has a plan for me, and I am ready to fully TRUST him with my entire life.  When you have been through so much, you realize that God is the only one that you need and WANT!  There is no mistake when he is involved and has the wheel.  Something that may seem as a setback, is only motivation for something better to come! 

So i haven’t been  stressing or crying. NOPE! Because I know my Life is in God’s hands and he is holding my hand every step of the way.  Also, I am learning patience and not to be so anxious!  I refuse to worry about the things that don’t seem as if they will be worked out.  This is because I TRUST HIM! I tell ya! I cannot say that enough.  The Lord is my strength!  I haven’t been feeling the absolute best lately because i feel as if I don’t have my life all planned out, but everything is working out and WILL work out for my good.  I have been faithful, and once again God will bring me Favor.  

Well, Here was a little something that has been on my mind!

Have a good day PEEPS 🙂



I believe that Deborah Brandt blog was phenomenal.  Her blog pointed out many things that may go unnoticed when creating a blog or even inviting people to view your blog.  I have several blogs and have been blogging for about three years, but I have never thought about how someone could get a hold of my blogs and read everything on them.  For example, I have 3 blogs two are personal and private and the other is open to the public.   Just the other day i decided to go to GOOGLE and search some of the things that I stated in my blog, and WAALAAH my blog popped right up.  And it is supposed to be marked as private.  With Brandt’s bringing to our attention of the “stories of the flight attendant, teacher, tech worker, political aide, among others, who were fired for blogging on private time in ways that put their employers in a bad light” and the story of the jury who simply mentioned her crush on the attorney of a case she was apart of.  I started to think this is pretty creepy.  This also has made me very cautious of the things that i choose to blog that can go viral on the internet.  I have decided that the things that I would like to express that may cause me harm can be written down in a journal.  Blogging is a hobby for many people because it is enjoyable and “down to earth” reading. I use my blogs to express myself.  I express myself through writing and to know that i am limited to use the source of blogging is a sad case.  When people say that blogging can be harmful, I believe that this is taking away our rights.  This topic is very upsetting to me because it is personal.  I blog everyday, sometimes two to three times a day.  I feel that blogging is better than speaking my mind to someone at time.  Blogging is my own source of therapy, but you’re telling me it’s harmful? No Way! You’re pretty much taking away my freedom of speech and punishing me for my opinion!